Rabu, 16 September 2015

F.N.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

3:44 PM, My Room

I've been through a lot in the past 3 years. Too much I guess. Too much for this puny, fragile souls.

One is loved, because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving. Said one of my favorite writer. Yeah, He right. It's just me who doing it wrong.

Love, it's supposed to strengthen you, supposed to support you, to make you able to stand independently in your feet. I guess I'm doing it wrong. Often I spent my day lamenting my fate, longing for your presence.

I miss you. Yes, I do. I still am.

We're not lover, I don't even know if you love me. For you, I'm just a good friend. Shucks.

I know one day I've to overcome my grief. For now, I just have to deal with it. Force myself to accept the fact that you choose other over me. 'Tis not the end of the day.

This will be a lesson for me one day. There is more than meets the eye.

You've been the one. You've been the one for me.

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